Thursday, January 12, 2006

golly, gee-willakers

I find that I am very prone to getting defensive and angry.

And right now, I'm trying very hard not to be that way.

I wish I could say what this is all about, but I'm sure that if I posted it on here that there would be an uproar and more anger would ensue.

Thankfully I have a God who hears me out about anything and calms me down so I don't do anything rash and idiotic.

He's helped me a lot with that over the past 2 months.

I should probably go read my Bible for a little bit now.

Sorry that this is so vague, but it really has to remain that way.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

rachelle...I hope everything is alright and regardless of the situation that was causing you anger, I am glad that you turned to God instead of trying to solve it on your own. I know i'm really crummy at doing things on my own. God's awesome. Take care rachellie! see you saturday.

Rachelle said...

:) Our best efforts always fail if we don't have God there to either whisper "That's right, and I'm right here to help you do it" or "No, that is not My will. Listen to what I have to say..."

It's so easy to just be angry and stay angry at something, but, God said to not let the sun go down on your anger. And that's something that a lot of us forget about.

I know that there are times that I'd looooove just to stay mad and steep in my disgusting humanness, but that's not what God wants. And so I don't.

The reason for so many problems in this world is because people go to sleep still angry.

And, I don't think that that's healthy either. Being angry when you go to sleep is bound to give you a horrible night's rest, and I'm sure that it does crazy things to your body as well.

So...praise God for His healing touch.

I will hopefully see you tonight!